I can never be a Scientist

Yes it’s true
I dreamt of becoming one
Not to create new truth,
That everyone will believe
Not to reveal new discoveries,
That everyone will cherish
Not to provide answers to questions,
That has long been raised
The trees grow,
Yet, deviate from its original structure
Water runs dry,
When sunshine cease its existence
Moon at its best,
At dark nights so astounding
All of it
Explained by science
I want to be a scientist,
To know the reason
The reason why the wind, when it blows, it carries with it the leaves and lead it to nowhere; a world it had never known
The reason why a palm can invade a body, capture and crush a silently dreaming heart
The reason why tears exist, when in fact, stone is so much stronger than liquid
The reason why dusts spread so fast and reach worlds apart
The reason why moon can not be touched, even by vision
The reason why the ocean’s best is at its very deep, leaving us breathless before we reach
The reason why a cloth, if torn, won’t be the same, even if sewed by the most magnificent healer
The reason why the world should only be one; it’s often the world of reality
The reason why we can’t be in a world that only us have ever known
The reason why pain is always hiding inside, no matter how hard we try to let it out
Nobody warned me, that being a scientist is a tough job
All these reasons
I guess is a signal that I have to stop dreaming
I can never be a SCIENTIST

poor & passionate
jan