For Scissor

if ever i saw a drop in your eyes,
i would give an ocean of tears; so wide, deep and endless.
your hurt is mine,
even your pain
i always want to keep your smile
the moment it saddens,
my heart collides
i would go as far as turning back time
so i can do what you have wanted me to
at least i could make you happy
at least we could have save each other’s pain
you give me everything
aside from my love,
your happiness is the most wonderful thing i could offer
and yet, sometimes i fail
i never wanted to hurt you,
nor see a tear drop in your eyes
i don’t want to take away your happiness
but sometimes i do unintentionally
and it cause us both pain
the moment your hurt, i’m hurt
every time your sad, i’m sad
if you’re in pain, i’m also in pain
the feeling is piercing,
it never escaped my thoughts
every time you’re angry,
it frightens me
i’m afraid i might lose the grip
and i never wanted that to happen
i couldn’t bear spend a second without you
and i know you wouldn’t want it too
i may commit mistakes,
but those are not meant to upset you
please give me time to learn
as these things are new to me
i know this is not enough reason
because i know you trust how i make decisions
but sometimes i cannot be as good as what you think of me
i know you understand
and i thank you because you always do
and i don’t want it to be like that always
i also want to be the one who adjust
the one who reach out
and the one who understands
i want to fill the missing pieces
i want to be the one who’ll fix what’s broken
so everything will be alright again
i want to be the one who’ll love more
care more
miss more
and give more
i want to sail the boat with you
we’re together after all
all i ever wanted is your smile
a smile that reflects what’s inside your heart
i hope i could keep it that way
and i’ll work on making it stay that way


“You and I are a pair of scissors. Alone, we’re knives. Sharp and nasty, made to hurt others. But together, we are scissors. Better, safer, more useful. But more than that, we are our missing halves. And whatever comes between us, we destroy.”


Love,
Scissor